after two hundred and seventy three thousand presentations, quizzes and reports, im finally down to 1 presentation, 1 report and 1 quiz. thats it for my entire education process. jaded.

ive always wanted everything to be perfect. i wanted to do well in everything and constantly outperform myself. no, i am not competitive. neither am i a perfectionist. sigh. ok, im too tired to think of what i am. all i want need is a good long break to imbibe the beauty of this world