i wana type smth. but i have no idea what to type. i have an unopened cold can of nescafe on my table. a 2000 word report waiting for me. but i jus needed to let it out. im staring at the screen not knowing what to say. not about how my swollen eyes made my double eyelids more even than it usually is. not about how i held back my tears everytime i thought of u. i dare say im the one back here who misses u the most. make me laugh somebody